BUT I AM NOW BACK IN LONDON TRYING TO GET MY ARS INTO GEAR AND FEEL AS POSITIVE AS EVER IN THIS BLOODY GREY COLD RECESSION! BUT HEY I AM TRYING MY BEST, IT AINT EASY BUT IM GETTING THERE! LIFE GOES ON AND IT AINT ALL THAT BAD!!! I HAVE REALISED THAT ITS EASIER TO ADMIT THINGS ARE NOT GREAT ALL THE TIME THAN TO PRETEND THAT I'M THE BUSIEST WOMAN IN THE CREATIVE INDUSTRY AND EVERYTHING IS JUST AMAZING!!! YEAH RIGHT! ;)
AT THE END OF THE DAY MY HAIR HAS DECIDED TO GROW AGAIN, MY SPOTS HAVE CLEARED UP, LOVE IS IN THE AIR, I HAVE A GREAT FLAT AND MORTGAGE WHICH I HAVE DECIDED THAT I'M GONNA USE AS A PROPER HOME WHERE I AM GONNA COOK, CHILL, BECOME A DOMESTIC GODDESS, FRESH FLOWERS FOR THE SIDEBOARD, READ THE OBSERVER & LISTEN TO LP'S ON THE SUNDAY, HAVE DINNER PARTIES, BUY FURNITURE OFF EBAY, CHILL IN BED ON A THURSDAY NIGHT AND LISTEN TO FREEZE FM AND GENERALLY HANG OUT RATHER THAN JUST USE IT AS A PLACE TO CRASH N BURN. I'M EVEN CONSIDERING A KITTEN! YEP I HAVE TURNED INTO A GROWN UP!!! WELL I AM 27 THIS YEAR. I VERY MUCH DOUBT I WILL LIVE UP TO ALL OF THIS FOR LONG AND YOU WILL MOST PROBABLY SEE ME OFF MY HEAD DOWN FORWARD ON SUNDAY! BUT ITS ALL WORTH A GO!
SO ITS ALL "AMAZING" HAHA!
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